Pwede bang minsan pahiram ng Pag ibig?

"Mahal ko siya pero takot ako dahil kaibigan ko siya!" Familiar words, isn't it? I'm pretty sure most of us have experienced things like this or can relate to situation like this. Sometimes we are afraid that we might be loosing someone we love because he/she is a dear friend to us. You want to express yourself but you're afraid that he/she will reject you.

Love begins in friendship but the hardest part is that you don't know where and how to start your love. Will you gamble your friendship over your feeling? Or will you take the risk of loosing a friend for the sake of love?

All I wanted is to have someone whom I can share my life with, someone whom I can talk to, someone who will be there to push me despite of all trials and problems I have in my life. Someone who will say "It's okay" though it's not. Someone who will tap my shoulder and will say that everything will be alright. I need a friend because I believed that only a friend can help me this way but why my heart is telling me that it should be more than friends, that I don't need a friend but a lover. Seeing that someone smiling at me...everything seems to be only the two of us living in world of fantasy.

Too much happy being just friend seems to be lonely. Deep inside of me I am waiting that this someone special will recognize even a little piece of what I felt. The painful part is when you realized that "Mahal mo siya pero mahal niya ay iba!"