The art of letting go!

I been trying to make myself the best that I could be. I am trying to move on...but still a part of me was left behind. I don't know why! There are so many questions that were left behind my head. Questions that make me think that I am crazy, it makes me think that I am nothing, that no one was there for me. I have noticed presently that mostly of my blogs talks about the pain from deep within me. Am I still the same person I knew before? Even I myself don't know who Am I now. Why is it so hard to let go?

As I have said, I was lost and now I have found some lights in my life. Sometimes I am not aware that I am just crying in my lonely nights, those nights that all I can see is the four dark corners of my room. Those nights that only silhouette of the moon is shining trough. Those nights that stars look like a tears in my eyes. I am living in pain but why can't I let go?

Embracing the future is the best way to escape the past. Crossing beyond the line of yesterday is the best way to see the present. For me, today is a gift but what is there in yesterday why can't I forget? A lot of my friends are telling me that life is such a fool, why can't I find somebody to love is what they're always telling me. I don't know because all I know is that why is it so hard to let go?

Now I have realized that I'm still here, waiting for something new, waiting for somebody else to love me, and waiting for the right time for me to let go!